He will wipe away every tear,
neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.
Revelations 21:4
My son, Mark, passed away.
When events shake your life and perhaps even your faith, you
become sensitive to various inputs, as you search for answers. These random
inputs are absorbed, compartmentalized and stored in your mind for future
reference, as you read, listen, pray and read the Bible, searching for understanding.
Suddenly, these random and independent thoughts come together and are
linked. A new understanding
emerges that clarifies and answers the questions you have been seeking.
Is there a Heaven? If so, what does it look like? Is it
truly a “better place”?
My brother, Jim, called me to tell me about a dream he had
the night before. He said that we three brothers were at a huge green and lush field, like a park or huge picnic area. We were breaking up to go our separate
ways, when he called us back to tell us that for sure the Arnold boys needed to
get together again. As I turned to walk away, Jim said Mark was standing there
waiting for me. He looked just like
he did on Celebrity Apprentice. He went up and gave him a hug. Mark said he was
doing okay. And then Jim suddenly
woke up. He cried as he told the
story. I cried when I heard the story.
In my search for answers I read two books about near death
experiences. What gives near death stories validity is that they are remarkably
similar. There is a consistency in one to the other. As they describe heaven, they all say whatever they are
describing doesn’t come close to what they saw and felt.
In the book entitled Proof of Heaven by Neurosurgeon, Dr.
Eben Alexander, he describes what he saw in his near death story.
“The moment I understood this, I began to move up. Fast. There was a whooshing sound, and
a flash I went through and opening and found myself in a completely new world.
The strangest, most beautiful world I’d ever seen.
Brilliant, vibrant, ecstatic, stunning… I could heap on one
adjective after another to describe what this world looked like and felt like,
but they’d fall short. I felt like
I was being born. Not reborn, or born again. Just … born.
Below me was countryside. It was green, lush and earthlike. It was earth . . . but it at the same time it
wasn’t. It was like when your parents take you back to a place where you spent
some years as a very young child.
You don’t know the place.
Or at least you think you don’t.
But as you look around, something pulls at you, and you realize that
part of yourself, a part way deep down, does remember-- and is rejoicing at
being back there again.”
“. . . Multiply that feeling a thousand times, and you still
won’t be anywhere close to what it felt like where I was.”
In To Heaven and Back, by Mary C. Neal M.D. she says,
“Regardless, it is impossible for me to adequately describe
what I saw and what I felt. When I try to recount my experiences now, the
description feels very pale. I feel as though I’m trying to describe a
three-dimensional experience while living in a two-dimensional world. The
appropriate words, descriptions, and concepts don’t even exist in our current
language. “
All agree heaven is
indescribable in human terms. It
is a special state of perfect happiness and calming peace; free of pain, worry,
the external world and our internal selves. We are all looking for this
Nirvana, but there is no perfect Nirvana on Earth, it only exists in heaven. What
we can do here on earth is look for those little everyday Nirvanas.
These near death experiences
are supported in what the Bible describes about the wonders of the eternal
after life in a heaven.
I have wondered when God
created the Garden of Eden if his original idea might have been to create a
heaven on earth. The Garden is
described as being lush and green, bountiful with fruits and every species of
bird, animal and bug available. It was without sin. By eating the forbidden fruit, sin came upon the earth. It was not a heaven. It was and is filled with non-heavenly things. It was God's test and we failed.
The final piece of input came
from the Bible. One of my favorite
chapters in the Bible is Psalms 23.
I read it quite often because it gives me peace. As I was reading it, I was drawn to the
second verse;
“He maketh me to lie down in
green pastures: He leadeth me beside still waters.”
I believe David is writing a
description of heaven.
My search for answers goes
on, but I know there is a heaven, and it is indescribably beautiful and it
truly is a better place.
Rest in peace my son; I’ll be
there.
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